I’ve been thinking lately…

Like every 44 year old woman… I secretly love rap music (haha)… Welcome to my mind.  When OCD/ADHD shows up - I start listening and exercising, doing yard work, cleaning house and this prompts deep thoughts. Much of my present day life is spent isolating for hours at a time just to think about what … Continue reading I’ve been thinking lately…

Motherhood

*My 3 day roadtrip to Mississippi was an emotional energy rollercoaster that stayed inside my body 3 days prior, until maybe 3 days after.  *now compute that.   - My best friend rode along to make sure I did not snooze at the wheel, and… did not over-react like a crazy mom (externally). I neglected to factor … Continue reading Motherhood

So, Now What?

"Why am I still here?” To be here - Add some health related issues… extreme adversity and you can really experience - Life… I was diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma at age 37, given 3-5 years, 5-7 years, and now at 44, and off chemo and in a remission - also told not to ever expect … Continue reading So, Now What?

Take a Ride with me…

 I carry around a backpack that doubles as a family records filing cabinet.  Most days you can find me in a lobby waiting at any point.  I have time to learn a lot about myself and my children in all this 'down-time'.  If a child is struggling with depression aggravated by an all-consuming-Eating Disorder... parents/caregivers … Continue reading Take a Ride with me…

Merry Christmas?

Not so much.  But let us walk down a nostalgic lane for about 2 minutes... Imagine some "metaphoric" moments in my life with me... the elf is aka 'life' tells me:  "This is whatcha get, move along, there are more kids behind you" and shoves me up the stairs a tad, as I freeze, knowing … Continue reading Merry Christmas?

It. Bit. Me.

Hey!  "Keep your Tetanus shot records up to date." What had happened was... On my way to group therapy.  Text message to buddies: I am so glad we have group this morning!  My fight or flight brain circuits keep me on alert, physically watching for anything. Takes too long to relax the mind, fall asleep … Continue reading It. Bit. Me.