Motherhood

*My 3 day roadtrip to Mississippi was an emotional energy rollercoaster that stayed inside my body 3 days prior, until maybe 3 days after.  *now compute that.   - My best friend rode along to make sure I did not snooze at the wheel, and… did not over-react like a crazy mom (externally). I neglected to factor… Continue reading Motherhood

So, Now What?

"Why am I still here?” To be here - Add some health related issues… extreme adversity and you can really experience - Life… I was diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma at age 37, given 3-5 years, 5-7 years, and now at 44, and off chemo and in a remission - also told not to ever expect… Continue reading So, Now What?

Merry Christmas?

Not so much.  But let us walk down a nostalgic lane for about 2 minutes... Imagine some "metaphoric" moments in my life with me... the elf is aka 'life' tells me:  "This is whatcha get, move along, there are more kids behind you" and shoves me up the stairs a tad, as I freeze, knowing… Continue reading Merry Christmas?

Grief

Ever have A DAY that changes YOUR life in a way that you did not feel possible?  Ever have more than one?  Quite disorienting.  Please forgive the sad tone... it has been a day, of a sequence of days....  I am unsure of who reads my words or if they make any difference in the… Continue reading Grief

It. Bit. Me.

Hey!  "Keep your Tetanus shot records up to date." What had happened was... On my way to group therapy.  Text message to buddies: I am so glad we have group this morning!  My fight or flight brain circuits keep me on alert, physically watching for anything. Takes too long to relax the mind, fall asleep… Continue reading It. Bit. Me.

Ground Hog Days

The greatest part of GroundHog Days, is once you get it RIGHT, you get brand new days until you find yourself stuck again.  This, my friends, is my current status.  :). Thanks for hanging out.